PAIN

It's the same

But different

This sadness

It hurts more than the last time

I wanted to leave. 

Last time

I had no explanation

I just didn't want to be 

here.

This.

This is different.

This is heartbreak.

My heart is being shattered

into a million little pieces

Shards of glass that continually 

cut me. 

At first, it's mine.  I hold it alone. 

But then it's everyone's. 

My heart is breaking 

for me

for you

for us all. 

And while it's different

it's the same. 

Because I'm not sure I can hold this much pain.